Can't sleep. Headache.
It’s one of those times that I debate whether its worth it to attempt to fall asleep or if I should just stay up and be a zombie tomorrow. I still don’t know what to do for color. I chose my movie. I did my screen captures. I looked at the color palettes. I have no idea how or what I am going to shoot. I’m hoping for a late night epiphany. waah waaaaaah.
I’ve lost it. I’m lost in my internal struggle. Am I suited to be a full time creative person or am I a follower, a drone, a worker bee? Fuck. I hate being so melodramatic but I can’t shake this funk. I want to be amazing and do amazing things, but I’m absolutely terrified. Where does confidence come from? I’d like to get some asap. For now, I tell myself to quit...